If you really knew me.....

I've decided to get on board with all the other "If you really knew me posts" Here goes.....

If you really knew me, you'd know that I feel like I looked the best I ever have when I met my hubs..and I feel like I've let him down with the way I look now.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I would love for my house to be perfect all day, everyday

If you really knew me, you'd know that I feel inferior to lots of people now, due to my appearance. That's hard for me because I have never been this way before.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I put up a good front. Most of the time I'm scared of what people think of me.

If you really knew me, you'd know that being a mom was something I wanted from the time I was a little girl.

If you really knew me, you'd know that my current weight is on my mind, every second, of everyday.

If you really knew me, you'd know that sometimes I'm jealous of those of you who have husbands who work 9-5 jobs.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I love cars, and music

If you really knew me, you'd know that I love to take pictures, but never print them until I have about a million to print!

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a worrier...about everything!

If you really knew me, you'd know that I am a reality TV junkie.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I have lost the same 10 pounds about 375 times.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I try to please everyone, and have found out that is not possible.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I love to decorate my home, and think of new things to do to it all the time.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I would love to have every aspect of my life organized at all times. But, that doesn't happen.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a country girl at heart....but still love my makeup, flat iron, clothes, and jewelry.

If you really knew me you'd know that I love my Tahoe, more than I would ever love a sports car

If you really knew me, you'd know that there is in fact "something about a truck"

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm disgusted with the way I look.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I would love to be a realtor.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I get my feelings hurt very easily.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I have a Bachelors Degree, but don't use it!

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm very close to my parents

If you really knew me, you'd know that I want to be able to run....I think about it a lot, just afraid to do it.

If you really knew me, you'd know that the amount of weight I want to lose, scares the hell out of me, but I know it has to be done! I wanna be a "hot mama" lol

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a morning person

If you really knew me, you'd know that fall is my favorite season

If you really knew me, you'd know that my boys are my whole life

If you really knew me, you'd know that my hubs is 8 1/2 years older than me

If you really knew me, you'd know that like every married couple, we don't get much time together.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I hate Seinfeld, and The Office

If you really knew me you'd knwo that I watch "Everybody Loves Raymond" reruns everynight in bed

If you really knew me you'd know that I love Vince Vaughn, Seth Rogen, and Matthew McConaughey

If you really knew me, you'd know that I still think Friends is the best show ever written!

If you really knew me, you'd know I want lots and lots of followers to write to everyday!

That's me in a nutshell! ....How do I get out of this nutshell?....oh Austin Powers, I don't even like you, yet your quotes come to me all the time! LOL