Debbie Downer

Lately, I feel like I'm having a hard time not throwing my struggles on anyone who will listen! I don't like being that person. We all have struggles in life, but we all also have many blessings. I'm choosing to try to focus very hard on my blessings. I have a lot of them! But, on the other hand I feel that things get better when you talk about them. Whether it be in a blog, or to a friend...whatever. It feels like when one thing in your life is out of whack, it all goes out of whack. I can't say that it's just one thing right now that I'm struggling with. It's a few things. All things that will pass, yet right now....they are on my mind constantly. Anyone ever feel like this? I don't like to be Debbie Downer.....but sometimes a girl just feels that way! I have a hard time writing about negative feelings. I feel like it makes me weak or something lol. My moms advice to me was "suck it up" thanks mom!
Being a SAHM is a tough job in its own, but it's even harder being a firefighter wife and a SAHM at the same time. My hubs is gone for days at a time. Let me tell ya, being alone with two small kids for 2 and 3 days at a time puts you in one heck of a downer mood! I start feeling very alone.
I try to keep us busy in the evenings with the park or walking/playing in our neighborhood. But, sometimes that's just not enough! This too shall pass, I'll work through my issues.....but for now....I'm still learning ways to deal!

Ok.....on to a happier note.....I had some questions about my makeup again. Love these questions!! :)
9 times out of 10 I use the naked pallet 1 or 2. I don't really have a specific go to look. Sometimes I try to match it to my outfit....sometimes I just do whatever. I know, helpful right??

In this picture, it's just an everyday look. Not heading out anywhere special. It's half baked from both the naked pallet 1 and 2 on the lid.....buck in the crease, and sin on the brow bone. I also use naked all over the lid, crease, and brow bone before I apply anything else. I feel like this is a good neutral look. And it's easy!! I've been debating about starting a YouTube channel....and showing some of these looks. We'll see!! Thank you for the questions, keep em coming!!

I'll leave you with a picture of my big boy at the fair last night!! Pure joy on his face. Love it!!!